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Sunday, January 31, 2010

Senyap, diam, bisu.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim...


Ya.
Itu yang tinggal.

Senyap


Diam


Bisu


Natijah aku kenal kamu.
Aku; OKU!

Ketawalah; suka bila kamu s.e.n.y.u.m.

Ehm. *senyum*


ALlahua'lam.

Bagai Api dan Air

Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim.

Hari ini hanya mahu tulis semua yang ada tentang kita.

Bagai api dan air, bukan?

Bila ada air, api tak boleh hidup.

Bila ada api, air akan kering.

Oh!

*kosong*



--Memang harus beginikah?

ALlahu'alam...

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Lachrymose

Sunrise above my head,
That sweet sound of yours,
Your deep voice;
be gone.

Shut yourself down through my own heart.
Disappeared.
Down.
Deep.

Stars shine the way they were
the way they are
the way they will.
Forever;
smiling through our windows
when that lachrymose sipped into living memoirs.

We were apart
Yet we are

My Lachrymose!
My one and only
My one and only--



Friday, January 29, 2010

Cinta Ini

Betapa Engkau Menyintai
Agungkan Aku Bagai Seorang Puteri
Selalu Kau Puja Diriku Ini
Melayang Aku Tak Memijak Bumi

Namun Terkadang Ku Rasakan
Apakah Sikapmu Tak Berlebihan
Aku Wanita Tak Sempurna
Bukan Sekilaunya Batu Permata

Marilah Bersama Jalani Cinta Kita Apa Adanya
Saling Mengerti Dan Sudi Menerima
Kita Manusia Biasa
Marilah Menjaga Kesucian Cinta Rahmat Yang Kuasa
Saling Berpadu Hati Untuk Berdua
Dalam Dakapan Mesra

Nikmati Suka Berbagi Duka
Seiring Denganmu Aku Bahagia
Genggam Jemari Dan Berjanji
Setia Selamanya Sampai Akhir Nanti

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

My Personality Test... Again!

360 Degree Personality

Your Personality Reading

You are a person prone to bouts of real self-examination. This is in sharp contrast to a striking ability you have developed to appear socially very engaged, even the life and soul of the party; but in a way that only convinces others. You are all too aware of it being a facade.

You will often be at a gathering and find yourself playing a part. While on the one hand you'll be talkative and funny, you'll be detaching yourself to the point where you will find yourself watching everything going on around you and feeling utterly unable to engage. You'll play conversations back to yourself in your head and wonder what that person really meant when he said such-and-such - conversations that other people wouldn't give a second thought to.

How have you learned to deal with this conflict? Though exercising control. You like to show a calm, self-assured, fluid kind of stability (but because this is self-consciously created, it will create bouts of frustrated silliness and a delight in extremes, or at least a delight in being seen to be extreme). You most easily recognize this control in how you are with people around you. You have learned to protect yourself by keeping people at bay. Because in the past you have learned to be disappointed by people (and because there were issues with you adjusting to your sexuality), you instinctively keep people at arms' length, until you decide they are to be allowed over that magic line into your group of close friends. However, once across that line, the problem is that an emotional dependency kicks in which leaves you feeling very hurt or rejected if it appears that they have betrayed that status.

Because you are prone to self-examination, you will be aware of these traits. However, you are unusually able to examine even that self-examination, which means that you have become concerned about what the real you is. You have become all too aware of facades, of sides of yourself which you present to the world, and you wonder if you have lost touch with the real and spontaneous you.

You are very creative, and have tried different avenues to utilize that ability. It may not be that you specifically, say, paint; it may be that your creativity shows itself in more subtle ways, but you will certainly find yourself having vivid and well-formed ideas which others will find hard to grasp. You set high standards for yourself, though, and in many ways are a bit of a perfectionist. The problem is, though, that it means you often don't get stuff done, because you are frustrated by the idea of mediocrity and are wearied by the idea of starting something afresh. However, once your brain is engaged you'll find yourself sailing. Very likely this will lead to you having considered writing a novel or some such, but a fear that you won't be able to achieve quite what you want stops you from getting on with it. But you have a real vision for things, which others fall short of. Particularly in your work situation, you are currently fighting against restraints upon your desire to express yourself freely.

Partly this is because there are ways in which you have been made to feel isolated from certain groups in the past - something of an outsider. Now what is happening is that you are taking that outsider role and defending it to the point of consciously avoiding creative and work pursuits. You have an enormous cynicism towards those who prefer to be part of a group or who exhibit any cliquey behavior, and you always feel a pang of disappointment when you see your 'close' friends seeming to follow that route. Deep down it feels like rejection.

For all that introspection, you have developed a sensational, dry sense of humour that makes connections quickly and wittily and will leave you making jokes that go right over the heads of others. You delight in it so much that you'll often rehearse jokes or amusing voices to understand yourself in order to 'spontaneously' impress others with them. But this is a healthy desire to impress, and although you hate catching yourself at it, it's nothing to be so worried about.

You're naturally a little disorganized. A look around your living space would likely show a box of photos, unorganized into albums, out-of-date medicines, broken items not thrown out, and notes to yourself significantly out of date. Something related to this is that you tend to lack motivation. Because you're resourceful and talented enough to be pretty successful when you put your mind to things, this encourages you to procrastinate and put them off. Equally, you've given up dreams a little easily when your mind flitted elsewhere. There are signs of an excursion into playing a musical instrument, which you have since abandoned, or are finding yourself less interested in. You have a real capacity for deciding that such-and-such a thing (or so-and-so a person) will be the be all and end all of everything and be with you for ever. But you'd rather try and fail, and swing from one extreme to the other, than settle for the little that you see others content with.

Conclusion: You present something of a conundrum, which won't surprise you. You are certainly bright, but unusually open to life's possibiliites - something not normally found among achieving people. You would do well to be less self-absorbed, as it tends to distance you a little, and to relinquish some of the control you exercise when you present that stylized version of yourself to others. You could let people in a little more.

A Thousand Times

Without your warmth, without your smile
Without you, by my side
The world was so cold, I felt so lost
Without your light, I felt so blind

A thousand miles I'd run and walk
A thousand times I'd slip and fall
But for you I'd do it again
A thousand times

Without your warmth, without your smile
Without you, by my side
The world was so cold, I felt so lost
Without your light, I felt so blind

You gave me hope, you let me dream
Made me believe I can still trust

You raised me up, you gave me wings
Just like a kite in the sky

A thousand miles I'd run and walk
A thousand times I'd slip and fall
But for you I'd do it again
A thousand times

No words are enough to convey
All the things I want to say
I won't even try Cos I know
Deep down you feel how much I care

Now I hold my head up high
I see my dreams coming true
Peace be with you my dearest friend
In my heart you will remain

A thousand miles I'd run and walk
A thousand times I'd slip and fall
But for you I'd do it again
A thousand times

~Sami Yusuf

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Temui Permata

Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim...

Ya, di hujung waktu itu

aku temui Permata.

Terima Kasih, Tuhan!

Sungguh, aku ini bertuah ya. :)

Alhamdulillah wa syukrulillah.

[Kamu memang yang terbaik!] :)